Age 49, Dude
Bureaucrat/Wannabe
NG Motivational Speaker
Joined on 3/25/08
First 1/2 of your essay/newspost: gotcha. Too many times just before and after high school, I would wake up, and not (want) to know 'when' I had woken up. The past always seems to look better than the present (or 'forecast' future).
I guess the observant can see 'the sun setting in the west' and the 'thin veneer of civilization' coming to a ...well, consolidation. Best to catch what fiat-currency and equity you can, because the future... ain't what it used to be
How you doin' these days S3C?
@SusieAUTTP seems to be gone now too btw. Wonder if he'll be back under a new pseudonym soon...
That smile is a 'hide the pain harold' reaction. Life is suffering and not for the faint of heart.
Ah András Arató, the Hungarian electrical engineer... good thing you have a good heart though good dude. Life ain't all fun and games no but high-end lows and low-end highs! The time it goes and trolls us by, the day is bright, the coldest night, that follows morrow, that chills the marrow, but come the morning, back in your saddle, to go and rattle, the cage and cattle, and seek a freedom, for which to battle, to get all better, instead of badder, and find some peace, like no Marshall Mathers... and if life is neither, those feelings lest you see, it seems necessary to feel accessibly, to have both pain and joy a close accessory, a constant nexus, to raise or wreck us, that is... the objectus. Yes...
Whisper words of wisdom, hallelujah
agustana coming out of the woodworks
@S3C who
you
@S3C that’s not me
Sometimes I forget how to spell augustana
@S3C what’s that word mean
Augustana is an American rock band from San Diego, California that has released five albums and an EP while being signed to Epic Records and Razor & Tie.[1] They are best known for their song "Boston" and the album All the Stars and Boulevards.[2] They are fronted by Daniel Layus, who is the only remaining member of the band.
@S3C lmao damn does 1 person really make a band
@Kiwi if 1 person can change the world, then yus. That's why I'm here. One voice carries, and can carry over and under many things.algos lol
this is better than literal analytical response I was prepared to reply with
yo hai fcuker, how u be?
@VicariousE @S3C i just love analytical responses
Heh heh she said anal
Read my latest newspost.
done. how's the storm down in SoCal btw, is your newspost a coincidence? starting to get windy and cloudy up here...
@S3C I do notice that it's been cloudy. Not sure about windy though. I'll go outside to check. No storm in my city yet.
I am going to sue you for plagiarism @S3C. You don’t even have the decency to cite me.
Poetic, but it's not like most people who are creative happen to be this way and I'm only just realizing it on my end personally.
happen to be what way? poetic? I word these posts in a way so that they're open to interpretation. I wrote this about a year ago. In reflection, cringing at what I posted in usual. Cringing at the cause. I'd just been heartbroken over something quite silly in retrospect. I was catfished online despite there being obvious red-flags, I wanted it to be real, like trying to let the bed absorb you post-dream to milk the last drops of soporific reverie.
@S3C that’s kind of the thing though.
Sometimes our pain from personal experience brings out the best in our creativity whether it’s writing or art.
Reminds me of an experience I had with someone in college once where i was manipulated in more ways than one, so that’s where I relate since well, Catfishing is manipulation in some ways.
S3C? more like sex. Hahaha gottem
Cyberdevil
If you just found the right one, that worldview surely would shift into something bright and fiery I feel, I've heard stories; I'm still searching myself... albeit inactively. Apathetically. Without the gall to make real commitment, maybe.
But what is writing other than stream of mind. An attempt to make sense of the occasional inner turmoil and contemplation. It's what it's best for.. I feel. Maybe you could turn to strings? Find some therapy in sound again?
We invented the language we use after all, and maybe didn't know ourselves well enough to build it in a way that it'd truly let us express all things worth expressing, but maybe that is the direction it keeps evolving in, the more we know, the more words to that end...
I'm not close to peace at all yet but: hope to find. Closer, at least, than years back. Enlightenment comes through the struggle. The needles that poke through your bubble. A behemoth you'll rise through the rubble... I'm sure.
And find some peace some more.