VicariousE 2021-01-08 08:32:02

Good to hear wisdom - the flowchart/map is not the battlefield, but it is a basis for understanding. Shit, maybe restart the Cathar cult, which says we're born into hell (here/now) and when we die, auto-heaven... just watch out for mercs hired by the Catholics

Cyberdevil 2021-01-16 15:07:36

@Tisko @S3C Optimism's a cycle though. :) Can't start it with bleakness. Set a better future in motion with a little less locking and holding more rocking and rolling!

https://youtu.be/A7lxd7RL1To

Cyberdevil 2021-01-17 06:17:20

Django gypsy jazz influence hmm, off to Google...

divinorum 2021-02-03 05:58:39

"now I'm an SJW atoning for past sins."

I'll pray for you.

divinorum 2021-02-08 05:31:48

@divinorum @S3C To Satan

Cyberdevil 2021-02-16 06:24:24

I'll praying mantis. No wait...

What I really came to say is: gotta add that EXP from reviews note to my wishlist now, good find, wouldn't mind if posts have similar effect too, and newsposts, and comments thereof...

Cyberdevil 2021-02-17 05:26:03

Digging up those random points of interest in random old posts of mine yesterday! Forgot about the potentials thus of.

Cyberdevil 2021-02-18 08:00:39

You reacted on some of our old comments the other day, among them one suggesting EXP be awarded for posts/reviews/etc. That's all. :P Good reminder.

Cyberdevil 2021-02-19 05:31:48

Ah you do one these every year? Finna really take some time to siphon through the old down the line, all keeps building, but probably nice nostalgia sessions.

Got a long list of bookmarks I dig through a bit myself occasionally; try to clear out. :P Old commitments. End up jumping in on various other posts and profiles and getting lost in whatever long forgotten network of activity there lies...

Cyberdevil 2021-03-12 05:33:52

Hmm haven't left a comment here in a while now! Just gotta leave something now. A little peace to go round. May never seize do the sound. Until the tree leaf profound.

CrosseyeTheCat 2021-03-20 09:16:35

Meow

divinorum 2021-03-30 13:26:49

@divinorum @S3C They're to Satan of course.

Cyberdevil 2021-04-17 16:10:07

Haven't seen you in a while now S3C! Ye doin' alright? Just knee deep in work and all?

Hoping implications of absence aren't a sign of any more detrimental anomaly and all.

Sensationalism 2021-05-27 02:19:46

Miss you!

Cyberdevil 2021-08-28 07:57:42

Hmmm a frown on my 'ye doin' alright just knee deep in work and all' pondering? Not alright?

Hoping implications of frown aren't a sign of any more detrimental anomaly and all.

Cyberdevil 2021-10-01 16:40:21

Yo yo

Cyberdevil 2021-10-02 05:05:54

- Oh again! Didn't you get a new one just a couple years back now? No good? Stationary now? Or have I lost track of time and all massively? I actually bought a new one just before summer, need to move things over from this to that, though I started it up real quick in a failed attempt to do so earlier and the screen just stayed black sooo... possibly faulty. Stalling with the unwanted task of further testing and potential returns/repairs and all now...
- Dang man, they started with those for real over there huh. :/ Here they're still in the plotting phase.
- Standalone house? Long-term seems like the cheapest option you can get.
- High probability this is 1/5.
- Woo, that's be awesome. And if you by any chance feel like collabing for some Inktober thing this year hmm!

Quarl 2021-10-16 21:56:45

My brain just cannot factor all these back and forth messages between you and cyber-devil. I saw the comment count and laughed after realizing it's mostly just you two. Of course Cyber-Devil would show up and drop respective speculation and introspection.

Honestly, I've had similar existential feelings and the way you described yours felt practically empathetic. From the privileged upbringing, to the guilt for negativity, to the "wokeness"...

I've learned how valuable it can be to go to events, smile at everyone, and make as many friends as possible. You can't live a good life while edge-lording the whole damn time. There are so many people that share the same interests and being a sourpuss burns potential bridges. Open mindedness and a pinch of spontaneity has led to some of my most profound life experiences. Some of the most interesting people are bat-shit crazy but understanding mental illnesses, identifying learning disorders, or practicing new languages can lead to some valuable interpersonal experiences. Artists are fascinatingly diverse people.

In an attempt to retain some of that youthful creative energy I interact with some people irreverently in an attempt to spur creative juices... but it goes horribly wrong sometimes. I still make stupid mistakes. Not everyone grows up entirely and I'm learning that humans are just lasting collectives of predominantly unstable water molecules. We are so temporary and fragile. At a certain point those water molecules are like "FUCK YOU, WE CANCER NOW >:C"

Thank you for sharing your feelings *checks blog date*... almost two years ago. I'm happy you popped in with that new track. The front page feature that shows new uploads from everyone you follow is the only way I stay up to date with some users. Make new sounds dearest. Do what Father-of-Death does and upload quick loops. I upload loops from time to time. Staying active can be so existentialy horrifying but also emotionally therapeutic.

Be one with us Third-chord. Resonate with us :)

Kiwi 2021-10-17 17:26:47

you need to get laid homie

Kiwi 2021-10-25 00:49:35

@Kiwi @S3C astronomical? I’d fuck u in space. let’s go