wow, NewGrounds has gotten a lot better in the past three months. looks good
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i would defrag my head but brains are not contiguous (thank god)
You do speak well with the titles though. Also that last quote. Man. That's going in my quotes...
job accomplished then
We actually made the Supporter goal one of these months too! Maybe more than one. Feeling optimistic about this place.
congrats @Tom the future may be bright here after all...
Like a supernova!!!
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Real depressions derived from the notion that previous depressions were never really real hmm...
Regarding post above: it's like the scientific equivalent of yin and yang huh. Good and bad. Positive and negative. All polar opposites in all aspects of life, though unlike these particles the good and bad doesn't seem to necessarily cancel out each other (which would result in apathy), but rather weigh towards one or the other side, with fluctuating amounts and output. It seems it's possible to produce the required antibodies to whatever bodies are 'anti', in your body, by means of the correct stimuli. A positive experience = more positivity. So you fuel the good bodies and the bad ones are kept at bay. Always there, but never prevalent unless circumstance has it that you fuel them instead. Something bad happens. Things don't work your way. But ultimately, the mind seems to have the power to negate whatever balance you have, and flip it around entirely if you force it too. If you believe in something strongly enough. If you have a goal, and nothing can come in your way. Like a token. A little something sacred that enforces the good and keeps you on track. Keeps your mind focused on producing the good rather than the bad stuff. How else might certain people just seem to breath in positivity; thrive in light; progress with such ease while the rest of us easily fall prey to despair, and doubt, and other negatives? Conviction. Religion. Conditioning. Nutrition, too.
Though in particle terms ain't it ironic that negative ions are actually positive for us? Could take that as a metaphor, that in a way: some bad's necessary for us to appreciate the good, too. It's a cliche yes, that seems easily overpowered by the dark and dreary anti anti-anti weighing on the post above, but I believe that. Like nietz conveys: appreciate what the darker times can do for you. Though relying entirely on that darkness to move you forwards... maybe you lose sight of what truly matters and eventually the negative vibes overpower your drive... I don't know, I'm just abiding my time with a pion for rhyme. Searching for purpose, feeling weaker than I seem on the surface but convinced still that if we nurture the good it'll take us further. Kill kill murder. Bills pills girders. Still will hurdles. Grill ill burdens. Nill mill sermons. And blasphemy is this, you see, nothing short of bliss for me. Understanding that our wishes WILL make history.
Btw with that DragonTesticle Z fight bit... almost like a bit of positivity was breaking through. ;) Inspiring read though. Well-written. I'm feeling like maybe I'm feeling like nietz felt ten years ago, appreciating this darkness rather than being consumed by it... feeling that it fuels me rather than drains me... inspires, and gives me ideas, rather than takes from me... like it's contemplation that like this that keeps apathy at bay, and me awake, focused on something great, but I don't feel like I'm depressed. I appreciate the darkness when I know I'm not affected by it...? Like it's a temptation I can, at least right now, easily leave be. Like that anti-me doesn't even see me. Like I buried it deep; left it in a mean stream. And as time flows on, it's all the more distant; I feel free. Or maybe: when other people are in a darker place: appreciative that I'm not there...? Curiosity and appreciation: might be the secrets to keep that thing at bay. And feeling. Being sad can be a remedy. Apathy. That's the the real enemy.
@S3C Don't defrag. You've got talent in your wording. I think you should be doing novels.
halp im melting into the air. my particles are falling apart!
woah i havent heard from you in a minute
Happy New Year?
that remains to be seen...
And heard, and smelled, and experienced with every pore of our being...
what about felt and tasted?
a dramatic plot to a ciematic award winning movie
thank you, it's a work in progress.
...and felt, and tasted, and tested at the very core of our being...
Back to studies and shizzle?
something like that. back for a little. whats happened in the past few months?
I guess you're back to studies and shizzle!
Just stopping by to enjoy the music and momentary melancholy.
Welcome back! :) How to sum up a few months hmm. It's life as usual, everyday a puzzle like Sudoku, wake up and be cool too, and NG's getting friendly for the new school? Art portal update in particular. Feels somewhat perpendicular. Perplexed at their disturbingly turned learning curve when it comes to nav, but birds nest with the visuals. And life it grows political. 5G coming soon and it seems high noon to get rid of all, technological liberals, apocalyptic times in these skylines - it might be getting Biblical. And Article 13 we couldn't rid at all. Pitiful. In less bummed out and bitter news: concert season's here and I've been vibing just a little too. Low and behold: Wiz Khalifa came with the snow and cold. First concert this spring, with dope balloons and shoulder coats. That's pretty much how in these brittle months we rowed our boats. And work and prose and proper baobab loafs to smile and cope and hope.
Hey whats up my friend! :)
not much. you? appreciate all the audio reviews btw
@RedeyestheSecound @S3C No problem I enjoy helping out creators I know each review helps
@RedeyestheSecound @S3C can you rate my newest song please it needs two more I think its really good just audio is a little fuzzy cause I recorded the remix with a microphone and sound recorder cause I found this remix on my old CD any rating will be fine with me :)
Cyberdevil
Beautiful as always, melancholy titles albeit...
S3C
maybe i should write something to go along with this, or the emptiness is better, not that I have the energy to do anything creative right now.